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Monday, 27 October 2008
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Currently Reading
The Road (Oprah's Book Club)
By Cormac McCarthy
see relatedAs most of you already know I am HOME - as in Fredericksburg, VA, USA. In fact, the day after I made the previous post was the day in which the mission asked me to leave Bolivia and head home. At that time a large group of country-folk loyal to the president were marching toward the city of Santa Cruz, which is where the mission has its HQ and a majority of its missionaries. Their alleged plan was to "peacefully" march into the center of the city. No one really believed that such an action would be peaceful, seeing as many of these pro-socialism country-folk were armed and the march was to display power over the city and its anti-government movement. So, seeing a window of opportunity, the mission looked at the missionaries who were planning on leaving Bolivia in the near future and decided to send them home early. Well, I guess I should say "us." They sent us home early. Friday night the mission asked me to leave Bolivia and Sunday morning I was on a place home.
You can imagine the emotional roller coaster I have been on. First, the initial shock of the news was so overwhelming that I had difficulty feeling much of anything. I had to say goodbye to my friends and host family via phone, and they too were shocked. My last day in Bolivia was much like a dream - a strange, eerie haze covering everything. I tried to take everything in and savor it, but I couldn't. My senses were dulled. I couldn't even cry. I knew that my heart was breaking with sadness, but I had no way to process and express that emotion.
I spent my first 5 days in the states at the SAM home office in Fort Mill, SC (outside of Charlotte, NC). It served as a good transitional spot for me, and I was able to visit with Nate, my summer teammer, and Brandon, the guy who led my summer team 4 years ago when God called me to the mission field. As I left the SAM office and prayed with Brandon and another fellow Bolivian missionary, Dana, the Lord finally broke through and the tears came raining down. It felt like such a relief to be able to finally express the myriad of emotions I had pent up in my heart. The tears continued as I traveled with my dad from Charlotte to Fredericksburg, and climaxed as I arrived home. "I'm home," I kept saying to myself. I had been wandering around for so many weeks, from San Javier to Robore to Brazil to Santa Cruz, and I felt so weary. But I was finally "home." I couldn't even fully comprehend the word as I thought about it, but it still felt good. And yet, it made me feel so far away from Bolivia and the people I loved. After greeting my family I sat outside, looking at this house of mine, saying to myself, "I feel so far away..." For a while I sat and grieved.
Over the next few weeks I slowly readjusted to the American way of life, with all of its structure and schedules and such. The most overwhelming thing for me as I re-entered my home culture was the vast amount of information I had at my fingertips. The number of channels on the tv. The speed of the internet. The complexities of the cell phone. I was overwhelmed. But readjustment is a long process I am told by veteran missionaries, so I will continue to have similar experiences over the next month or so.
Right now I am at my alma mater, Houghton College, representing the mission at the school's annual missions conference. It has been really great to reconnect with old professors, speak in some classes, and talk with some students who are excited about missions in South America. I have really been emphasizing next year's summer internship because of its importance in my life when I was a student, and I already have about 5 kids signed up who are seriously considering going this summer!
Friday, 19 September 2008
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Currently Gaming
Rock Band 2 Special Edition
By MTV Games
see relatedBolivia's Political Situation
I am sure many of you all have heard at least something about the current political situation in Bolivia, and, being your resident Bolivian missionary, I thought I would enlighten you about what exactly is going on and how that affects me.
For a great overview of the situation allow me to direct you to: http://www.economist.com/world/americas/displaystory.cfm?story_id=12260915
Now, how does this affect me? For the last week I have been in the city of Santa Cruz and not been allowed to return to Robore. That does not mean that I am in any danger in Robore - on the contrary, it is probably safer there than here at the logistical heart of the opposition. However, it is protocol to keep the missionaries here in the city just in case things heat up and we have to leave, so here I am.
But please do NOT worry about me. Right now things are getting better. Yesterday the opposition met with the president to begin taking steps toward a peaceful agreement, which hasn't happened for quite some time. We may even start seeing the various blockades around the country dissipating over the next few days.
In all of this pray for the Bolivian church, that it may be a light in a dark time. The church, as one missionary said, is "fat and lazy," and needs a little fire to awaken it into action.
I am trying to keep busy while in the city, though. Thus far I have been involved with professional class ministry and have helped out at the missionary school, and am continuing to actively seek ways to invest in the people here.
Saturday, 16 August 2008
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Currently Listening
Hold on Now, Youngster...
By Los Campesinos
see relatedNew Song: San Fernando
Just wanted to share one of the latest songs I have written. This particular song was written in response to the 4 day trip I took with my summer team to the very rural towns of Santo Corazon and San Fernando. The music player is located at the bottom of this entry. Enjoy!
There's a town
Green and brown
With a shack
In the back
And in it
My spirit
Takes flight
To new heights
In this place
I finally see the face
Of one who isn't overcome
By dues and debts, and their sum.
The people
Are simple
Generous
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And so is
The warm breeze
Brown sand and
Helping hand
In this place
I finally see the face
Of one who isn't caught behind
The safety net of soul and mind.
When the sun
Stops his run
We gather
Together
With candles
And Bibles
In the shack
In the back.
And in this place
I finally see the face
Of one who knows the meaning of
Life is found in who you love.
(A higher-quality and DOWNLOADABLE version is on my myspace page: www.myspace.com/elliotttait)
Tuesday, 05 August 2008
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Currently Reading
The Shack
By William P. Young
see relatedSummer Team Serves, Leaves
I just got back from sending Nate off to the states and I think now would be an ideal time to reflect upon our time together in ministry over the past 2 months. But first, let's get everyone caught up on what we have done since the last entry.
First, we finished the first of three phases in repairing an old classroom so that is can function as an actual classroom (and not a trash dump, as many people apparently thought). The first phase involved cleaning out all of the junk that had accumulated over the years, and then sanding and painting the walls.
Here is a picture of the classroom in its current state:
Some "before" pictures:


Nate, Brayan, and Gerson sanding the walls....which was in no way enjoyable:
And the painting crew along with some "after" shots:
Phase two, for which we have already received funding via my "ministry account" which is funded by all of you, will be to completely re-roof the room with very durable roofing sheets called "Brasilit." (We have another 2 months of dry weather before the rainy season starts.) Phase three with then be to put screens and glass in the windows and furnish the room as best as possible.
My boss, Paul, came out to visit us with his family for a few days, and we took a short trip to the neighboring town of Santiago to take in the breath-taking views. Below are a few of my favorite pics from that trip.

After 5 weeks in Robore we headed back into the city of Santa Cruz to be a part of this year's Vacation Bible School at the city's English-speaking church, which is composed of a variety of people, from US Consulate and DEA employees to Missionaries to oil/gas people. For the past few years the head of SAM's Children's Ministry Team, Janine, has been asked to run the church's VBS program, and the last two years I have been more than willing to minister to "take a break" from the campo and minister to kids in my own tongue. This year I had the opportunity to not only act in the morning's opening skits, but WRITE them...which many of you know is a LOVE of mine. This year's theme was "A Treasure Hunt for Truth: A VBS adventure to last a lifetime," and was very apologetic in nature. Therefore I created two characters to be the stars of the week's skits. First, the world-famous British explorer Professor Bernard Clive Aloicious III, played by yours truly. As I began to write and then act out this character I soon realized an interesting thing about him: he was very much like Julie Andrews. I don't know if that is because the most exposure I have had to British people is Mary Poppins and The Sound of Music...or because I think all British people - minus James Bond - are simply "fruity" by nature. Nonetheless, I really enjoyed playing the Professor and developing his character and theology throughout the week.
The second character was none other than the Professor's trusty redneck sidekick, Jimbo, played by Nate. Nate had very little trouble pulling off the ignorant redneck character because he himself is an ignorant redneck. Seriously, he is. No, not really, but he does go to a Baptist school in North Carolina...so you can judge for yourself.
One of the highlights of our time together was writing, practicing, and performing the skits each day. It was seriously so much fun. Nate and I even got to the point where we were so comfortable with our characters and the material that we began to improv many hilarious things during the performances, causing the other to loose character and crack up.
Anyway, I've spent too much time reminiscing about the skits. In addition to the opening skits, Nate was in charge of games and I was the 6th-8th grade teacher. Each day approached apologetically issues like the truth of the Bible, the truth of Jesus, the truth of the Gospel, the Spirit of truth, and telling others about the truth. It was wonderful to be able to challenge my middle schoolers to think about what they believe and why they believe it, and then equip them with truth to defend those beliefs. Of course everything had to be over-simplified, but I feel confident that the challenges brought upon the kids has at least begun the process of their taking ownership of their faith and not simply defaulting to "Mommy and Daddy's" faith.
Finally, we rounded out the summer with a four-day trip to two towns which are hardly accessible by land: Santo Corazon and San Fernando. Some of you might remember that I visited the two towns in February as well. My responsibilities on the trip were to lead the children's club and to lead worship for the evening service, each of which was done every day. During the children's club we shared the gospel message via the wordless book, sang songs, played games, and, of course, gave out lots of candy. But, all of you skeptical dental-hygiene fanatics, we came armed with free toothpaste and a short seminar on how to brush your teeth. With the aid of my assistant, Nate, we demonstrated proper brushing technique and taught them a sweet song that says, "God gave me a mouth, a mouth full of teeth....AND I LIKE TO BRUSH MY TEETH, AND I LIKE TO BRUSH MY TEETH....!" It was hilarious.
Here I am trying to hold the kids' attention:
Nate with the beautiful and loving kids of Santo Corazon:
Me leading worship by candlelight, as there is no power:
After two days of camping out in Santo Corazon we flew 20 minutes to the town of San Fernando, a mere 45 miles from the Brazilian border. Although they are both very small Bolivian towns in the middle of nowhere, the two towns are very different. Santo Corazon has 100 families, a strong Catholic prescence, and kids who are outgoing and affectionate. San Fernando has 50 families, almost no Catholic prescence, and kids who are incredibly shy, to the point of almost being cold. So that basically means that ministering to the people in each town comes with its respective advantages and disadvantages. (To go deeper than thought would take some explaining, which right now I am unwilling to do because I am just too stinking lazy :P.)
But one overal advantage to simply living in San Fernando is the nearby river with its piranas and other flesh-eating fish. In addition to making an exciting place to bathe every evening, the river makes for some fun fishing. You will have to ask me to tell you the story about catching fish in the river at San Fernando...or more like NOT catching fish while 4 and 5 year olds pulled them out by the dozens...but we did end up catching some:


On the last night in San Fernando 3 youth gave their lives to the Lord: Mercedes, Edith, and the last name I don't remember. It was a wonderful way to end a fun but exausting 4 day trip in the campo.
Wednesday, 02 July 2008
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Currently Listening
Fleet Foxes
By Fleet Foxes
see relatedThe 2008 Summer Team Arrives!
Lots of Christians have notable milestones along their spiritual timeline – milestones which denote life-changing experiences which have been formative in their spiritual development. Some of these milestones are positive, like a sermon or a book or a conversation with a friend which God uses to remove the veil from our eyes and hearts and see a new and great truth. Some are negative, like the death of someone close or committing a horrible sin or a time of doubt and confusion with regard to God and Christianity. These milestones become quite noticeable in one’s own life when giving one’s testimony. My spiritual timeline, however, has very few of these milestones…but one I can certainly place along my spiritual timeline was my “SAM Summer Team” experience in San Ignacio, Bolivia in 2004. How God wore me down for months and months and finally broke me into the idea of doing missions for 2 months in Bolivia is my favorite story to tell about my spiritual development. I can still remember the prayers offered up for me in my parent’s living room by the many people who cared for me only a few days before I left for Bolivia that summer. I remember hearing, repeatedly, about how God was going to use this summer to change me…and more vividly I remember how little I believed them.
So as not to spoil a story that merits a recounting in person, I will just conclude it by saying that my “SAM Summer Team” experience changed my life. The pre-Summer Team Elliott was very different from the post-Summer Team Elliott, and thanks to that experience and the great work God did in my heart I am now a missionary.
That was all just the introduction. Yeah. But I say all of that by way of introduction to explain the meaning and importance I give to the “SAM Summer Team” internship program, and the great honor it is to host Bolivia’s Summer Team this year.
So to confirm the obvious, yes, the SAM Bolivia Summer Team 2008 has arrived! All one guy of ‘em! And for some silly reason the powers at be have placed me in charge of the team. Yeah, get your head around THAT. No, seriously, it is a great privilege to be trusted by “the man” (he would laugh if he heard that) and, like I said before, I take great value in the experiences one has during cross-cultural trips such as these.
My lone summer teammer is Nathan Wade, a senior math major at Anderson University in SC. I know he and his family will probably read this, so I am going to embellish the truth a bit as I describe him. Naw, I’m just joshing ya. Nate and I have really bonded due to our similar personalities, senses of humor, interests, and tastes in music. But really, out here in Roboré, its easy to bond based upon the most simple of similarities, like being American and speaking English.
Despite his lack of Spanish (although he is picking it up quickly), Nate has been a great encouragement to the church, the youth, and his host family. We have been able to build some new relationships with some very worldly neighborhood kids because of his very outgoing personality and mad soccer skillz…which have earned props where I have surely lost them. He has also been teaching some of the youth of the church to play guitar, and I am proud to say that at least 3 of my youth can now play the guitar riff to “Smoke on the Water.” Simply invaluable knowledge. But seriously, he has really added new life and energy into my current ministry, and he is building RELATIONSHIPS, which is at the heart of SAM’s ministry.

This past Saturday was a very special day in our ministry here in Robore. First, we went all out for our Saturday afternoon VBS program. Four of the guys, including Nate, dressed up like clowns and the five of us went around inviting more kids to the program. Here we are walking around town together:
Nate and I also fixed-up an old chalk-board to serve as our puppet stage for the VBS' first puppet show!
Before:

And after, with some puppets acting out the story of Lot choosing to live near Sodom:

The clowns, of course, did a funny little sketch which I was happy to be a part of (although I am not featured here)

And to top it off we served the kids "empanadas," a beloved fried pastry with cheese.

A kid favorite: El Hombrecito CHUECO!! (the crooked man)
The VBS was a huge success. We had 75 kids come, the youth did a great job leading, Nate jumped in and helped where he could, and the kids left exited and energized about God's Word. Pray that we continue to have a good showing this next Saturday!
After a quick shower and some dinner, Nate and I returned to church in the evening to lead the youth service. It was there that Nate gave his testimony, which I know was very relevant to the youth of the church and those that visited. Here is Nathan giving his testimony through a rather dashing translator:

The next few weeks we will be doing some construction on a room to make it suitable for Sunday School classes and an all-purpose classroom for the church to use. It looks like a pretty ominous task (to me at least), but we should have the time and funds to do everything before we take off to Santa Cruz at the end of this month.
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